Well-behaved women rarely make history. -Laurel Thatcher Ulrich

4:28PM - bullshit.

i want to go to the wedding. i feel oligated to go to the reunion. right now, there is no possibility to go to both. this is me being sad. angry. frustrated.

11:38PM

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

12:25AM - this world is sad and makes my heart hurt.

=This really got to me...
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=I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
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=I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
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=I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
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=We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
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=I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
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=I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
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=I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
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=I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
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=We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
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=I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
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=I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
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=I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
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=I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
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=I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
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=I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
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=I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
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=I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
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=I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
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=I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
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=repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong....

Current mood: sad

12:59PM

You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart

You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane. It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure. You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance. You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!

4:26PM - hahah this is good. funny i like it.

Put an X by all the things you've done and send it to
> >all of your friends. Make sure you send it back to the
> >person who sent it to you!!
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) smoked a cigarette
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) crashed a friend's car
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) stolen a car (do repeated offenses count? what about more than one friends/sibling car) hahahah
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been in love
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) been dumped (does it count if he never fucken called? i didnt even know we were dating, til after i had been dumped. lo)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) shoplifted it was a pack of gum for $0.25 cents when i was in kindergarden!
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been fired
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been in a fist fight
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) snuck out of your parent's house
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them
> >back
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) kissed someone you've known less than a day
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) told someone you loved them without meaning it (hey it was only a friend, not someone i was dating!!! it takes a while for my love to grow, i was froced to say it!)
>
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been arrested (no, but i have had a sscurity gaurd take down my name b/c i was being a nuance! sp?)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) gone on a blind date (it was aweful and i had to call kristi when i went to the bathroom, it was so mother fuken bad, i cant believe i went on it. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) lied to a friend...again haven't we all
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) skipped school.
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) seen someone die
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) had a crush on one of your internet friends
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been to Canada . .whats going on eh?
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been to Mexico
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been on a plane
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire (bosy spray, a lighter, and your hand provides entertainment for many!
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) eaten Sushi.... (it was veggie sushi, but hey, it counts)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been skiing
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) met someone in person from the internet (well kind of, I DIDNT KNOW thats what we were doing, but it was, and i realized that afterwards! hahahah)
> >
> > >>
> >
> > >> >>(X) been moshing at a concert (hell yeah, linken park, story of the year, ohhhhhhhhhhh good times!
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) love someone or miss someone right now. (i miss my friends :( }
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go
> >by .
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x)made a snow angel
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) had a tea party
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) flown a kite
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) built a sand castle
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) gone puddle jumping
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) played dress up
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) gone sledding
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) cheated while playing a game > >> >> (yes it is CHEATING IF YOU DONT GET CAUGHT, but.... it i did it!!!)
> > >> >>(x) been lonely
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) fallen asleep at work/school?
> >
> > >> >>(X) used a fake id (and STILL using! heheheh)
> >
> > >> >>(x) watched the sun set , better yet, watched the sun rise (X)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) felt an earthquake
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) touched a snake
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) slept beneath the stars
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) been tickled
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been robbed
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) gone dumpster diving (well if this is what i think it is, kristi, sam and i (i think sam, maybe sara gott?) went digging through the dumpsters behind foodservice one night to get these cool decorations they threw away!!!!)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) been misunderstood (ALL THE TIME!!!)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) petted a reindeer/goat.
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) won a contest
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) run a red light (no no no, i dont think so)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) been suspended from school (now listen, before you think i am a bad kid, i was taking up for someone, a smaller kid, cousin of mine, it was 2 on one, so anyways, the bitchs started crying and i was suspended!)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) been in a car
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) had braces.
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) had deja vu
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) danced in the moonlight
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) liked the way you look SOMETIME OR ANOTHER
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) witnessed a crime
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) questioned your heart
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) squished barefoot through the mud
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) been lost
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been to the opposite side of the country
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) swam in the ocean
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) felt like dying
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) cried yourself to sleep
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) played cops and robbers
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) recently colored with crayons
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) sung karaoke
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) paid for a meal with only coins
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) made prank phone calls.
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose.
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) danced in the rain
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) written a letter to Santa Claus
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been kissed under a mistletoe.
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) watched the stars with someone you care about (yeah....this past summer i spent a couple hours down on alumnia field with my friends dara, emily and kenny. it was an amazing time, one of the best nights of teh entire summer and so very peaceful.)(also i took my girls star gazing one night down on the track, then we started belly dancing!!!)
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) blown bubbles
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) made a bonfire on the beach
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) crashed a party (heck yeah, then i got kicked out with my friends)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) gone rollerskating
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) had a wish come true
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) worn pearls.
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) jumped off a bridge
> > >> >>

> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) kissed a mirror
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) sang in the shower
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) had a dream that you married someone
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) glued your hand to something (does it count if it was one hand to the other!)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole ( it was stuck on somethign, but i dont think it was a flag pole per say, it was a pole though)
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) kissed a fish
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) sat on a roof top
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) stayed up all night..
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) didnt take a shower for a week..
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) climbed a tree
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) had a tree house
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) are scared to watch scary movies alone. (sometimes!)
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) believe in ghosts
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) gone streaking .
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) gone doorbell ditching
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) played chicken
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) think you've broken something and didn't go to the doctor
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been easily amused
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) caught a fish then ate it
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) caught a butterfly
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) laughed so hard you cried
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) cried so hard you laughed
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) cheated on a test
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) had a Britney Spears CD
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(x) forgotten someones name
> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>(X) French braided someones hair
> > >> >
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) got lost on purpose.
> > >> >>
> > >> >>( ) been threatened to be kicked out of your house
( ) been kicked out your house

11:01PM - im so happy...1

hey hey....i,m ah drinken and its my birthday! happy 20th to me. happy bifday to me.... hey hey its a good one, and im not even at the club yet!!! yeah, im 20 now. ;)cheers ever-one!

Current mood: drunk

2:43PM - what to do....someone make me laugh...tell me a joke!

hey hey....im sitting in u of l's library and just chillen while my sister uses the computers to print off stuff she needs for work and school. hum....im kind of bored though...someone help me!!!!

2:04PM - damn her!

oh my goodness, today i took spike on a wlak around 10:15 and this stupid bitch came up to us and he bite her. what the fuck, stupid ass fucker, she shouldnt have came up to us, and now i am really worried b/c the lady wants spikes head. the animal person called us back and told my sisters to have me write everyhting down and sign it b/c the lasy was telling her about sueing other people for dog bites. ohh my goodness, so today has not been good at all. i mean seriously, these stupid fucks need to back off, and im not sure what will ahppen to spike but yeah...i dont want to talk any more, i guess im just not feeling it...

5:55PM

oh shit ive done something to my friends computer. f'n a.

11:28PM - well well....

guess what folks i arrived in louisville yesterday. THis weekend on saturday I have my 20th birthday! woot woot! heck yeah for me! im excited, my sisters are having a party this weekend and then james and i are going to the club. I am SOOOOOO excited! I am going to drink so much and all that jazz! Well maybe not soooo much, what the heck am i saying, yes i will! heres to birthdays! :)

11:44PM - hey look at me! heheheh im getting good at this~

11:29PM - what is WRONG with this summer?????????????????

Hey all. Well this summer is some what like driving along a bumpy road. And i just found out that a girl i went to high school with and was in band with hung herself last night. I wasnt particularly close to her, but it is still shocking me. I cant believe it, when i found out that someone I had band with died i was freaking out and coundnt believe it. Now, like a fucken dumbass, i just told one of my girls straight up who i heard it was, not fucken thinking about the fact that she knew the girl and they probably were friends and guess what? GISH! i am such a dumb fuck. shit fuck shit. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg.

4:21PM - hey like my hair? it is blonde!

        yeah! im a blonde now, i am thinking about cutting it short and getting black streaks in it, woot woot!

6:02PM - tell me if its good cause i sure aint read it yet.

5:10PM - sorry kiddes, i havent read the post lately!

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8:32PM - JAMES, BRITT AND NATE CALLED ME YESTERDAY!!!!

just watched meet the parents with ken, dara, em, hans, and joe. it was funny. now my stomach hurts. dont know why, but yeah. now i need to shower. hey, the a.c.s come tomorrow. woot woot. was meaning to go jump on the trampolean tonight, yeah i cant spell but ran and walked instead. kay bye!

Current mood: thirsty

3:32PM

Your Life as a Celebrity by Karen_Walker
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reason for being famous	star of a reality showtalk show hostgame show hostactoractresspop starrock starrappermodelscreen writerdirectorproducercelebutanteheiressfashion designer
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your tabloid scandal	gambling problem
your stalker	neo2412
your best friend
your nemesis
the tabloids think you're dating
you're really dating
your secret lover
your bitter ex
how long you stay in the spotlight	a year
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Current mood: chipper

4:13PM - who else thought this was really funny! ;)

Current mood: mischievous

4:13PM - this is so true

4:11PM - hehehehhe